Tuesday, 29 May 2012
Sunday, 20 May 2012
Wednesday, 9 May 2012
Partings never so easy
This is for the broken hearted.
I know how you feel.
Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever.
You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help,
but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.
You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that,
but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.
You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you,
it feels impossible to stop loving them.
And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much,
then why do you still love them.
That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do,
and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most.
And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief,
like you're getting happy again,
but you know inside that you're just going into denial.
And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes.
You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it.
And you can't help but to show it again.
It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever.
And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt,
no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them
And even if it has, every broken heart is different.
They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now,
so you learn that basically you are alone with all this.
And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's.
Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.
And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.
After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going.
Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back.
Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't.
And that’s the truth, it won’t.
And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible.
You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.
So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it.
And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this.
I know how you feel.
Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever.
You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help,
but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse.
You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that,
but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.
You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you,
it feels impossible to stop loving them.
And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much,
then why do you still love them.
That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do,
and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most.
And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief,
like you're getting happy again,
but you know inside that you're just going into denial.
And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes.
You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it.
And you can't help but to show it again.
It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever.
And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt,
no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them
And even if it has, every broken heart is different.
They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now,
so you learn that basically you are alone with all this.
And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's.
Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.
And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place.
After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going.
Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back.
Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't.
And that’s the truth, it won’t.
And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible.
You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.
So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it.
And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this.
Sunday, 29 April 2012
I never stopped thinking of you
I never stopped thinking of you
How I lost my precious angel
The girl I promised to never hurt
Now thinks I'm sent from hell
Listening to songs that remind of you
Of how you used to love me
Of how you were always the strong one
Of how I will be forever lonely
No one has yet to make my heart
Beat faster than you did
Maybe I may have met the one
But my actions have lost me your bid
Fate decided I was wrong for you
And I couldn't agree more
I had no right to ever say you were mine
I wasted your love, and what for?
So I could say I am only hers
That I always want to be with her
To chain her to my side
And demand she sees no other?!
What a fool I was
Now I am the joke in the room
I even asked her to marry me one time
But she will be a bride; I just won't be the groom
I only wish fate will have better for her
I will never live in peace until I know
That the girl I still love is happy with another
And that she'll forget this fool and let me go
How I lost my precious angel
The girl I promised to never hurt
Now thinks I'm sent from hell
Listening to songs that remind of you
Of how you used to love me
Of how you were always the strong one
Of how I will be forever lonely
No one has yet to make my heart
Beat faster than you did
Maybe I may have met the one
But my actions have lost me your bid
Fate decided I was wrong for you
And I couldn't agree more
I had no right to ever say you were mine
I wasted your love, and what for?
So I could say I am only hers
That I always want to be with her
To chain her to my side
And demand she sees no other?!
What a fool I was
Now I am the joke in the room
I even asked her to marry me one time
But she will be a bride; I just won't be the groom
I only wish fate will have better for her
I will never live in peace until I know
That the girl I still love is happy with another
And that she'll forget this fool and let me go
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